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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @
Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain...

Friday, January 08, 2010 @
as human, sometimes we tend to get greedy...
asking for more than what we could ask for...
but this time, i just wanna believe that...
God has better plans for me therefore im still waiting patiently...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @
when your weekend is filled with love...

i know its been awhile since i lasted updated this humble space of mine. so, i've decided to give everyone (wonder if there's anyone who's reading anyways...) an update on life for a bit.

its the holidays right now... my final one before i hide myself behind projects or FYP. thus, trying to make the most out of it, i try to make it worthwhile... and of course, it has proven to be!

why so? cos of a particular event called Seoul'd Out 2009 that happened on the 12th dec. yeah, so you guys may be aware of my love for K-pop so its no surprise to hear that i went for it, isn't it? hahaha... what can i say? K-pop rules my life (you'd know what i mean if you read the Sunday Times on the 13th dec. (; )

anyways, Seoul'd Out was AWESOMEE!!~~ totally worth the pricing although i had to endure standing for a few hours to see the awesome, wonderful acts. but heck, i don't care all that...
what matters was i enjoyed the whole show and enjoyed with the bunch of loveliess who were superb! my darlinggs, Sue, Faz and Ain, you guys were great and happening!~ILYG

okay, let's talk about the whole Seoul'd out weekend shall we? ehhehehhe.. so, the K-pop fun came in as early as the starting of the week when i received a call regarding an interview. was all eggcited for it and i just had to rope in my darlinggs to do the interview with me! thankfully they're an awesome bunch who agreed readily.. hehe! so, thursday was scheduled down for an interview and photo shoot at Etude House (hahahaha.. LMH! geee) around noon. unfortunately, Sue couldn't make it as she had sch so, i met up with the 2 darlinggs. it was fun and funny! cos we 3 were colour coordinated even when we didn't plan anything together and we were so hyper during the whole thing. we laughed, danced and even had to posed with LMH in front of the shop. at first, abit malu yeah.. but later on, who cares.. hahaha! so, that's how i ended up in the front page of lifestyle with my 2 other loveliess! LOL... the reported was impressed by our hyper selves and she was thankful that we weren't embarrassed or shy. hahaha..

but that didn't stop there... she conducted an interview with my other loveliess, Sue included at starbucks and later we girls, hanged around at my place till evening. Sue and i had our korean class so all of us left to do our own stuffs before meeting again at 8.30pm at T2 of changi airport. wondering why changi airport? ahhahaha... cos we were there to fetch or rather WELCOME the boys from Seoul. hehehehe... as expected, there were throngs of fans by the time we reached there. most of them were FTI fans. as for me, i was just eggcited to see all of them.hehehe..

friday...well, i was supposed to stay home but that didn't happen. instead, went out to meet Faz darlingg to accompany her see T-Max gracing the opening event of HMV @313. it was totally worth going cos we got wonderful fancams! hahaha.. and i swear, at that event itself, i started falling for T-Max. they're such a crowd pleaser.. i hope they'd come back for more things or have their own concert here! hmmm.. that will be awesome laaa..we then headed down to KTO trying our luck to see all the stars as they were holding the meet-and-greet session for winners. unfortunately, our stomach gave in to waiting for them, so we decided to forgo and headed for lunch. ahhahaha.. after which, we head home to catch MuBank at my place and then headed out again...

we're not the sort who chases or stalks these stars... we're more of those people who just tries and see if we're lucky. so, we hanged around marina square since their hotel was just marina madarin.. LOL but we wern't going to wait in front of the lobby.. instead we walked around and found ourselves towards flyer..and our HAN river. LOL

sat...the event day itself. met Sue and Faz at 11am.. had lunch and went to the concert venue.. although the concert started only in the evening, the queue formed was already long the moment we reached there...thank goodness, it wasn't so bad. once the event started, eevryone was on their feet pushing, trying to get a good view to see the stars.i was thankful that where i stood was a pretty good view.. no fancams, no photos as Faz and Sue were the photographer and videographer respectively. Faz's pictures were awesomeeee. HD clear!! LOL

performance wise, i enjoyed every performances. Mario really got the crowd moving... too bad he's pretty unknown except for his famous song from My Girl OST. and Lee Ji Soo... who would have thought he sang my favourite song out of My Girl OST. and he's only a year older..gee, amazing! as for T-Max, wow!! double wow!! they were awesomeee.. Min Chul was hyper and he really worked the crowd..Park Yun Hwa.. was pretty and good too! amazing vocals and cute!!Kim Jun..he sounds amazingly fierce when he raps.. i likeeee..hahaha

next was FTI... a slight heartbreak as they performed. it pains me to see them performing on that day. somehow, i felt that Hong Gi and SeungHyun weren't really enjoying themselves. it felt more like they were just being there for the sake of it. hmmm.. i could be wrong. and lastly, Brown Eyed Girls... the crowd were screaming for their attention!! especially fanboys!! LOL they were awesomee.. and hawwttt!! (:

sun.. their departures... honestly, i was super tired from all those that happened for the past 3 days that i didn't really want to send them off. but i thought that i'd feel incomplete for not saying goodbye to them so i went down to the airport..neither of us had a concrete details of their flight etc..so, we just went there to see if we weren't too late..just as i managed to meet up with Sue, we saw T-Max coming. they were heading for the check-in area. i managed to say bye to Min Chul and he replied back.. haha! thanks Min Chul oppa! (: however, i felt sad and bad for Faz, as she missed the chance and i knew how badly she wanted to see them and for breaking the news that T-Max left the moment she met up with us...urghhhh! then it was FTI... i wanted to wish Jaejin an early birthday so, Faz and i both wished him while he walked past us.. and he acknowledge it!!~~ hahahaha another one to add to the list of CHEEKS, LIPS and TOUCH!! i managed to fancam them and although i felt down for not able to say bye to Hong gi, but i was glad to hear that he was in a better mood that day! thank god!~

it was wonderful to see how much love these stars received and how they gave back the love to us through their awesome performances. it was definitely worth the whole experience. (: thank you for the wonderful memories to make my 2009 feel more complete.




Friday, December 04, 2009 @
in this weather...
it adds up to the sadness im feeling...
why oh why...

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @
a birthday shout out...

im awake this morning to dedicate a special birthday shout out going out to a very special girl out there... my lovely, wonderful, lovable UNNIE, SUEEEEE!!~~ <3<3

its your birthday babe!
a BIG HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY GOING OUT ESPECIALLY TO YOU!!~~
im hoping that you're gonna have a blast on this special day okie? whatever dreams, wishes you have, i hope and pray that one day..IT'LL COME TRUE!! (:

okay, so here comes my real shout out.. hehehe..


SUEE..hmm, how can i describe you? haha...
A FUN, LOVELY, FUNNY and GILER GIRL!!~~
all that adds up to the fun moments we share. (:

i've known you a while back...since sec school.
but back then, we weren't close. although i knew you,
i only see and respected you as a senior in school.
it never came across to my mind that we'll be this close.(:
i admired you for being in one of the top 4E classes. other
than that, i don't think we ever did have conversations like we
do now. we lost in touch of each other as everyone moved out
of the sec school phase. but its as if fate arranged for us to meet
again...we walked into each other's life once again!

THANK YOU FT ISLAND!! hehehe.. for if not for your
showcase, i'd would never meet her again!(:
now things change, we're as close as we can be.
i love you UNNIE, from the bottom of my heart.
for being a wonderful, caring and understanding unnie to me.(:
helping me whenever you could without complaining at all.
i know its gonna take a while to repay back and i feel bad.
but i'll try to repay back slowly but surely.(:

if there's one thing i wished and hope for you, its
definitely you to find a good guy who understands and loves you!~
and also, to have all our KPOP dreams coming true!!
YEAHHH!!~~~
I LOVE YOU GIRL!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!!~~


Sunday, November 15, 2009 @
stop trying to get her back...
she ain't coming...
she's gone...
gotta be moving on...


Thursday, November 12, 2009 @
"listen to my heartbeat. its beating for you. listen to my heartbeat. its waiting for you..."

assessment's over yet i feel as though there's something unrest that still needs
to be done. can i really do my FYP and get the results i want...
i sure hope so...

oh hello stranger
Hello stranger, are you here to stay? Do as you may, but PLEASE no bashing aye.So, go join the anti-freakos and hide in a corner.

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Atiqa's the name but Iqa would do fine. Ambitious, aspiring and social butterfly. Living life the way she wants and the way it should be. RANDOM IS HER MIDDLE NAME!! LOL Currently, life's revolve around 3F's...FAMLIY, FRIENDS, FANGIRLING!

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