What I Wanted To Say..
sheesh.. its officially over. im done with my O levels man!! hahas..
but, something's not right.. i don't feel right at all. maelstrom of feelings
going through currently. its like im glad im out of school yet my heart's kinda
heavy to leave it all behind..gee.
well, i still remember back when we're in sec 1, everyone wanted to fit in..
coming from different schools and backgrounds, we didn't know much of
each other and we're so far from who we've all become now. sheesh.. it
makes me laugh sometimes reminising the past..lol.
to cut it short, i just wanted to tell everyone out there how much each and
everyone of u mean to me. definitely, i've learnt alot during my 4 years in
Bowen and out there. thanks everyone!
`ERDIAH SAMAD
ur friendship means the WHOLE WORLD to me! u've taught me all that i
needed to know to be a best friend. sometimes, u just gotta sacrifice for
those that u really cared for. i get it now. thanks babe! our friendship that
went through so much is the factor that im still hanging on to myself today.
those memories that we share; the laughter and the tears.. those can't be
replaced by others. only WE share this moments together. thanks!
time and again, i wanna APOLOGISE so badly for the whole past. i wished i
could turn back the time, but i can't. so like i said, only time can heal the
wound.. maybe in the years to come, we'll start again anew k babe?
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`CHANG SHENG
u.. we've sat through 4 years in the SAME class! never once, i regretted sitting
beside u (don't know if u ever did..heh). u're funny, witty, smart and of cos HOT.
lol..i will never EVER forget the sec 2 moments; singing together at the back of the
class, sneakily listening to the radio etc. those moments will always have a special
place in my heart. besides, i gotta THANK YOU. for ur HONESTY, SINCERITY
and straightforwardness. though, i've hurt u in a way or 2.. u were daring enuff
to tell me the truth though u're worried i may get hurt. honestly speaking i'll get
even more hurt if u kept it to urself. so, yeah..THANKS! also, u're one of those
SPECIAL people in my heart. cos even at a point u choose the path against me..
u still want to regard me as ur friend and assuring me that u'll be there for me.
always. so, THANK U SO MUCH..
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`KESLYN
another classmate who's been alot with me for the past 4 years. i gotta admit,
u may be eccentric (joking la..hee) but u're actually a nice person overall. just
know how to behave appropriately at the correct time ok? hee. u too, was there
for me and i gotta admit, honestly, i know sometimes, im not there when u need
someone. SORRY babe! i'll try to be more understanding ok? hee.. we too shared
a fair moments of joys and sorrows. if ever my jokes or comments were harsh, im
SORRY ok? didn't mean to say all those.. hee. thanks for all that u've done! really.
u helped me alot u know..i bet u don't think i appreciate all that, but i do. i really do.
i know u're very emotional person.. so, yeah.. don't easily get hurt ok? another thing..
follow what ur heart really wants ok? do what u think its right.. always my homie!!
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`KALAI
2 years of friendship means ALOT to me.. classmates since sec 3 but i felt like i've
known u for very long. u too taught me to STAY STRONG. told me not to care abt
other's criticism and live the way i really am. in u, i found another companion to
confide in; pour out my feeling and ideas to. u never fail to intro me new songs and
stuffs.. always checking out the HOT STUFFS.. hahas. i enjoyed hanging out with u,
going shopping with u and stuffs.. i really appreciate ur company so much, also i
wanna THANK YOU for all those motivations, advices that u gave. keep on KRUNKIN'
aite.. i hope that our friendship will stay this way even after all this. take care luv'
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`DHEA
sheesh..bestie! i nearly forgot all about u.. hee. we've been best friends for 5 years
now uh.. unbelievable! lols.. pri 6 meant alot to me, i think to u too la.. we had so
much FUN together, always scouting for new places to hang out. hahas. ur friendship
too means a WHOLE WORLD to me.. its hard to get someone like u; having so much
to share in common. hahas. in u, i found another me.. but sadly, we had to be
seperated into different schools.. but now, we can start our old antics again. lols.
must meet up ok bestie?.. always remember that no matter how less i talk or
meet up or even message u, im always ur bestie. always!
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`JUSTIN LUKE
unexpectedly, we too ended up as best friends! pri 6 till now.. wow. i've always
thought we can never keep our friendship this long, but what do ya know? we did.
hee..knowing we always quarrel over trivial matters last time.. hee.u always like
to fool around, annoying me sometimes. but i appreciate ur friendship alot yeah..
never did once i regret being ur friend. but again, u're SOO busy with ur girlfriend
and other stuffs, we rarely get to meet up.. so pls.. spare some time and meet up
k bro?.. miss your jokes la. LAME jokes. hahaahs.. joking. hee.
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`KELLY
my latenight chatter!! hahas.. its cool how we've got really close. through chatting on
MSN.. hahas. 2 years ago, right?.. hahas. anyway, i gotta learn alot of things from
u too.. ur advices, ur perspective on life, love and stuffs.. it opens up my eyes to
see things from different angle. hahas.. i really enjoy this friendship alot.. i hope that
we'll continue it even when we're older.. hahas. ur friendship means A GREAT DEAL
in my life too ok?.. so yeah.. keep in touch always. ALWAYS! heee..
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`MY HOMIES
well, u guys knwo who u are.. although i may not know u guys that well, but i want
to THANK u all for cheering me up this year especially when i really felt the impact
of losing someone so important in my life.. thanks..hope that we'll always keep in
touch no matter how busy we are. love ya guys!!
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to those whose names not mentioned.. doesn't mean i don't care and don't aprreciate ya.. i do..i REALLY do. cos everyone is unique in their own special way..so.. yeah.