however today, that wasn't the case.. that Atiqa that i know just broke down and cry.. unable to contain everything and seal it with her smile.. i showed the side of me that i didn't want to show.. the weak side of me that really had to let it go.. 

knowing everything hurts.. and having memories of what happened last year flooding in hurts even more.. 

i just wished that things wasn't this way.. then awkwardness won't fill the air..  

when things get out of hand, and you feel like there's no one.. friends will always be with you..